Happy Jack, Sad Jack....

A very bright morning it was….I woke up at my usual time and got ready for the class and as I stepped outside my hostel, the weather seemed welcoming me …..the sky seemed electric blue & my mood was violet operating at higher frequency… and life seemed so easy...anyway I was already late for class and as I reached the entrance of my classroom , the teacher welcomed me with her complaining glance but even this glance seemed sparkling as if she was saying ..”Oh …here you are….I was waiting for you only”….next class economics …usual boring lectures & stuffs but even it seemed like a rhyme & I enjoyed it thoroughly….classes over and we were back to our daily routine which included some useless talks , some aimless stroll and some pointless comments but destiny couldn’t tolerate me with a happy-face & I bore the burnt for some nasty remarks although it was not meant for what it was supposed to…I was still happy but shocked slightly and with a postprandial walk my mind started an analysis of events and as it was being analyzed step-by-step, my steps were getting heavier & heavier…..

The next day morning seemed gloomy...I woke up much before my usual time feeling restless and despite this I was late again for my class, again same glance of same teacher but this time I glared in retaliation & a usually interesting lecture seemed quite boring…
No more talks, no more strolls, no more remarks that day. Even a friendly prank infuriated me and suddenly I felt like all alone with an uncontrollable flow of negative vibes around me.

These two days helped me a lot to understand a minor and probable part of the abstruse relationship between my mind & my heart. Human actions & behavior are outcome of a closed loop system that consists of mind & heart. Here the mind works as a processor and heart works as a feedback element(with gain>>1) and intricacy lies there that mind handles the technicalities of a matter and heart takes care of emotional part…and when you get positive signals(that comes from an act of affection, love, care, praise shown by someone) as an input to your heart then this gets amplified several times(as gain>>1 for this feedback element) and a stronger positive signal results as the output and this output gets added(positive feedback) to the signals ready to be processed by mind and output of mind results in a high intensity of your action and you feel energetic , happy, lively and everything seems at its place….but when you get negative signals as an output from your heart which ,in turn, comes from the output of mind part as a result of processing some bad human behavior, then this negative signal gets added(negative feedback) to the already present signal and it results in a reduction of intensity of input signals and when mind process this weak signal , the output results in a reduced intensity of your action and you feel enervated , sad ,depressed and everything seems like falling apart…and such feelings , generally ,continues for a bit longer as it gets processed again and again by this closed loop system until you get a strong positive feeling or feedback ….and this is how our mind and heart control our actions and behavior and simultaneous working of mind & heart on the same signals results in an expected or unexpected, good or bad, acceptable or unacceptable human actions and behavior.

The only way out to never get into such kinds of negative feelings to convert this close system into an open one and make our mind & heart work independent of each other.

Let the mind handle the technicalities alone and make your heart strong enough to take care of emotional part alone. Probably, this theory will make the world a bit happier.